1st day of raya has passed. I'm working in a few hours. Yea. That's gonna be it. I just don't feel it this year. It's as though it's another normal day for me.
to you afiq, i miss you. I miss your smile. I miss the way you lean your body against me before we sleep. I miss your laughter one which would let me stifle a laugh from the pit of my stomach. I miss us arm wrestling even though I know you're gonna win.
If you're still here, then I probably won't be soo lonely. If you're still here I wouldn't buy a blue baju raya and end up wearing a previous year baju on the first day. If you're still here I wouldn't be interfering in another person's relationship. If you're still here...
I once loved you Md Afiq. Just take care of yourself now.
