not ready for raya. not ready to face the world
it's raya next Sunday and I happily thought it's not gonna be celebrations for another 2 weeks. So what have I prepared this year? Absolutely nothing. The last time I checked (2 mins ago), I found my room to be still in a mess. I've got no Baju Raya. No heels. AND NOT EVEN SOMEONE SPECIAL TO CELEBRATE IT WITH.
Since I lost you afiq, it's almost as if I lost all the sanity I could've muster to get me through hard times. God. I sure miss you .. even though you're one big motherfucker.
in writing. || 4:59 AM