whoa. I just got a pretty bad dream. Something about baby munchkin got amnesia and could not remember anything from the past three months, which means... HE DON'T REMEMBER ME!
Shit. scary balls.
Anyways, he's in the jungle now. Last night he called to say goodbye.
Me : Baby! ASAL YOU MASIH PAT CAMP?! kate jalan pukul 3 tadi.
Baby munchkin: Dah.. I dah nak jalan ni (never answer my question at all)
Me : Ouh ok..
Baby munchkin: Nanti I call you bile dah balik nanti on Thursday k?
Me : ok. Shit. I'm so gonna miss you luh.
Baby munchkin:Ye. I pon....
Bye sayang.haha! kkae. there's a reason as to why I bold italic the "bye sayang"
Firstly, he NEVER ends a phonecall with "Bye sayang" before.
And it is so not him to show any form of affection on a regular basis. That explains why being with him is what I'd say enticing. He wouldn't say anything to make me feel secure in this relationship. The sweet nothings that most guys more often than not, use on insecure girls like me. I'm happy he do not practice that.
Instead of using words, he show. And I know for a fact that actions speaks louder than words. To get this form of affection, is rare... and when it comes, I know he means what he say.. =D
in writing. || 12:00 PM