Shit. I'm a full-timer

Ok! i know some of you are asking for boyfriend's picture. I don't really have a true picture of which I took myself but this was stolen from his bunkmate's brunei pictures. HA-HA.
i know it's unclear and stuff. I have one clear one but his nose looks big. Not that it's not big. but somehow it looks bigger. Despite having a big nose hole and such, I still love him ok?
Anyhoos, these past few days saw me having my MIT training. God knows what I'm in for. I'm still trying to figure what differentiates a part-timer and a MIT. Like I really have to stop thinking like a part-timer. I'm no more in LOT 1. I'll lose my kaki gerek.
well, that's part and parcel of life where we got to step up and learn to be independent.
This full time position also means less fixed timing. Which means I may not be present for some important events. DANG! go figure.
in writing. || 1:11 AM