I've been an emotional wreck these days. Apart from the occasional happy moments spent with girlfriends, and the SPECIFICALLY RARE being who makes me laugh on msn, I don't really like how things are going.
Honestly? I'm starting to feel the loneliness. Like everyone is pulling away. For different reasons, the people I count on the most have things they prioritise more than me. What they have in common is the existence of a significant other. Don't deny this but I see afternoon plans to catch a movie, a picnic in the park or whatever.
I'm not jealous but I feel the pinch when I remember the time we use to hang out. When the company of the other is what we look forward to after school. When it was just the brothers and sisters.
I don't know. People change and I have to adapt to it. I know. That answers and I'll shuddup.
