Hear me out when I say this. I imagine us to be like that. Tight as we were now till forever. I realised all I do these days is to live my life for the moment. For the day that passes. Yes it is good because I am appreciating the small things in life. I have you all know that I am missing out on one important thing. The most nourishing reason to live. My girlfriends. The one I spent the past 5 years with. It is the 5 years of love you girls give that means forever in the heart. I miss geeee, ayu, syiqah..... sincerely. BAV! You too ok. Movie dates are those that keep us going.
They might not be there to support me physically during performances/busking but I sure as hell know that they are supporting me. I know because I feel. And I feel loved by these four. Guess I might have to rush down to enjoy fireworks with them this coming Saturday. I don't know how since I've a performance. Will work it out. Soon.
Busking on Saturday? I don't know. I feel like crying again just thinking about it now. I still think it's my fault.
I need a hug. I need love. I need myt girls.
*kurang kasih sayang*
