Kakak is 20. Happy birthday kakak! You've hit the big 20! Though you're that old, rest assured you don't look anywhere near 20. Good for you eh. I wish you well in everything. I know how hard you're working now. I wish you well in your relationship with hannan too. He's a good man. No matter how much I despise his 'kental-ness' (and yours too) with the Japanese anime thing, I can see he's sincere. I want you two to last. Last being the most kental couple of the year. Oh and kak. Please don't drift away. You always come home late that we don't talk like how we used to. Like how I grumbled about guys, mum and alot of things to you. I want the old "heee-heee" you. Throw away this "I'm tired get away from me" thing you bring home from work everyday. And I love you"
So yesterday I went out with mom to look for kakak's present. Funny how I even succumbed to that. The whole day I sat in front of laptop watching don't know what. Oh! and if mom didn't ask me out, I wouldn't have bathed. K shuddup!
I look at how happy people are with their significant other and I wonder when my time will come. It didn't come for 2 years now. Heck! For the whole 18 years of my life I think. Because I was fooling around back then and when I tried to go serious with mirza, fate refused to. So I'll move on till I find someone...
guide me.
