Up till today, I can't bring myself to wake up in the morning because I know I would never get to see you again. (Yes BFFs. It's not because im sick. It's because of this.)
Up till today, I can't bring myself to see other riders riding Spark because it will always remind me of you.
Up till today, I can't bring myself to meet my sister at BPP because I might see you, and it'll hurt me more.
Up till today, I can't imagine the day RDP goes busking at Taka and you happen to stand there with the smile of yours again.
Up till today, I can't. Some might say it's ok. Mine is nothing compared to syaza's but whatever. To me, it hurts just the same. If mine hurt this much, just imagine how heavy syaza's burden would be like.
Forget the fact that we were not even together. Forget the fact that it only lasted for a week. It doesn't matter how long. yes FRIENDS. Stop saying, i'll find someone better. Stop saying that. NEVER say that to syaza too. Because it is what you feel at that moment which make memories lasts.
Like I say. You don't count the days. You make the days count. And people like me and syaza, WE make the days count. Because believe me, we don't count the days till we find someone better. We see this person in front of us and we do everything to make each day with this person counts.
So please. Just let syaza think of this person. Just let me do the same. Let us hold on to the memories while we can. Just give us some time. And we'll get over it. Soon enough.
