She is not weak.

She is not insecure.

She is not quiet.

She is not scared.

She is not vulnerable.

She is just a little less strong.

She is just a person who thinks of others before herself.

She is just a person of few words.

She is just a person who again think of others first before herself.

She is just a person who puts her heart and soul to a relationship.

Truth be told, she was quiet, and vulnerable, and fragile before this. We never talked. You'll NEVER see Sammie and Syaza going out for lunch together. At least not just the two of us. But we started opening up.. SHE did the most. and we bacame the best of friends. I love her. And I promise to stand by her to get through this. I promise. I promise, syaza.

Dear syaza,

Forget what happened. Put it aside. Safely place the memories in a box complete with a ribbon. Don't be afraid to open the box in time to come. Don't be afraid to face this memories. It is when you face them that you become a braver person. "It is time to hold you head up high and come face to face with the truth." Remember that. ILY.

To you,

I went further down to the ground than I already am. Goodbye, love.

Oh btw, i'm getting infatuated to uan abang every single time I check out his photos at myspace. Ahhhh.. syurga!