I cursed myself for taking my own sweet time
I cursed the MRT for being soo far
I cursed time for passing by too fast
I cursed the MRT again for not waiting just 1 min longer
As I sit crosslegged on the seat of the cab,
I cursed myself for saying those things to you.
I cursed myself for all that had happened between you and me.
most importantly, I cursed myself for loving you
BUT, it's too late, cos it's over
After practice, I swear I was dehydrating. I could have fainted, DIED, or even perish. A reminder to myself to buy gallons of water before practice. So us, along with Zat, Aliah, Ryniho (sorry for spelling error) and Iffa (sorry for spelling error) decided to grab a bite because of fierce, growling tummies. So the saying goes, time flies when we're having fun. I missed all modes of transport to go home. The train and THE BUS! I've been avoiding a cab eversince the price shoot up to a freaking 32 bucks when I took it in the morning of my birthday. So I dread to think what it'll be like when I take it at night.
I tried to ask for help from the 1 person I could think of; Mirza. But yeah. End up grabbing a cab at 11.58 and bugged the taxi driver for no midnight charge cos I took it at 11.58. (HE who hates me.) heeee. =D
Well, yah. So, I might not get to see him ever again. Not during busking at taka. Not after school when he comes to pick me up. Not after work. Not in between his orders. Not now. Not ever.
