It hit me like a rock thrown from afar. It's hard and it hurts. Even when I knew it by 1st break, I just couldn't bring myself to it when the man himself announced the news. Like losing a family, torturing you may say.

Some probably think that he shouldn't have come to that decision. I beg to differ. I feel what he feel. (But of course, im part of it too) Who would know that all this can eventually lead to the result. What has become of the fun we used to have. The laughter. The meals together during fasting month.

The birthday celebrations. Won't be filled with bud's "panjang umurnya, panjang umurnya, panjang umurnya, panjang umurnya!"

How can I go around BOOBY fighting with ima with the rest of the mates.

Who would take the time to help me get my beat right if not for Sham and Faizal.

But of course, the lost of one is a begining for another. We'll be together for sure =)

I love you people