I made a fool out of myself on, I believe, would be the first real day out with a particular old friend. I got into contact with him just recently after one whole year of "losing contact". The real reason on me going missing previously was because I felt that he was WAY out of my league. Simply put, HE'S HOT, I'M NOT.

And now? I guess it's true. The way out of my league thing. Even though I have much confidence in how I look now, I just don't think. He's girl friends are all hotstuffs ok. The slim tummy with firm butt, long legs. Me? FAT being who can't pass as cutestuff even.

Futhermore, he's a well off person. He shops at branded places. His wardrobe are filled with stuffs from adidas, canterbury, nike, topman, whatever you name it. Whereas for me? Normal brands like Cotton on. Aunty's shop. haha. and a few cheap but nice looking stuffs.

God.. I don't know.. It's just so different. I feel like going missing again. Out of his life. Find a friend who's almost the same level as me. Should i?