The problem lies not on the old job, but on two commitments which 1) realises my passion and 2) a commitment I can't do without.
My first shift starts this Saturday 5.30pm to 10.30pm. 5.30pm to 10.30pm! On the same day, I happen to have busking and it is a very important busking session where a few people are going to come down to video us. Very troubling so much so that I was practically thinking the whole night. The thing is, I worry about the impression I'm going to make on the supposedly first day of work. He's a very nice manager. Really. And impressions do last. But with this impression I'm going to make, i'm not so sure. Futhermore, a job is something I can't do without. All these while I've been handling all the expenses on my own. Installments, Fees, Repairs, Shopping stuffs, Food. Without a job I'll prolly drop school. 0_0.
And NO! My parents haven't been earning enough to support me. Really.
Now, I'm waiting for the right time to explain to him my situation. God knows how the impression is going to be like. He might even regret hiring me. Or worse, fire me even when I haven't even start? AND!
I'll be left jobless!
(Friends sorry I snapped at you people. I get irritated by these small small things and it bacame a big thing and to top it all, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I SNAPPED AT YOU PEOPLE IN THE FIRST PLACE. Prolly PMS can explain the state I'm in now. =D)
