I have went through all these years together with you,

and it is one filled with awesome memories of us, you and everything.

You showed me the correct path to take when I'm off-track.

You put a smile on my face every time i'm down.

Showing care and concern that even my mom and dad hadn't given me before.

I tried my best to give back what you had given me.

Happiness.

But I can't. I tried so hard.

Please know that it is a decision that I myself hadn't thought that I'd make.

It is one i have dwelled much and never wanted to take.

You had been someone I had looked upon.

I want you to be happy.

But that can't be done with me around.

Cos I know that i'll just make matters worst.

I am sorry.

But remember that, you will always be someone I remember for the rest of my life.

You're the first. =)

i'llbemissingyou