I can't believe I pon skool today. I mean seriously! Myra would know how much a loser I am when it comes to pon skool or breaking any rules in relation to school for that matter. I woke up at 8 this morning and it is already very late to begin with. I walked around the house not knowing what to do and as if I was on remote control mode, I went back to sleep. I found a reason to give mom and said that I had a throbbing headache. It was true okehhh! I wasn't lying. But that was due to lack of sleep lah.
Anyway, I am such a loser that I don't mind falling to the same old heartbreaking incident time and again. I tried so hard. I don't know what is the right thing to do already. Even being there INSIDE his house doesn't help in any way. I am such a loser seriously.
Myra was trying very hard to get me to go home when I told her where I was and I was dead thankful to have a friend that cares. I mean she's just the best okayy. I felt soo much better after telling her what happen. About how I got there. And I have to add that I did that without thinking. What was I landing myself into?
Myra push me please.
in writing. || 11:55 PM