Had I not mention that I won't be getting any peace in this house. True enough. All I need is an undisturbed sleep, but she has to go create a furore over minor things and sprew groundless accusations to me and kakak. Who wouldn't have felt the sharp pain when your own mother say that to you. This has been going on for a very very long time to the point that I can't take it much longer. As such, the rebel. I know that this is not something a so called filial daughter should do. I mean, rebelling was my past. I used to rebel and shout back at her and even shove cuss-word to her face. But that I have put behind and never want to it to be repeated again. However, circumstances forced me to do so.
Say what you want. If you think im a fucking useless daughter just say it. But don't fucking be the judge if you weren't here to listen to what had happen or even fucking know the basis of this argument.
urgh! i just need someone to talk to. In the past, when i had that major breakdown, besties were there to give me strength to hold on, a shoulder to cry on, a hug that heals everything. But now, everyone is busy. Can't blame them. Whatever it is, i love u.
in writing. || 12:09 AM
