spent the whole day at east coast today and i think i have sand stuck in my bra. Kae dat was random cos i didn't even touch the sand. sheesh. anyway, today would have been fun if no one gets lost. i mean, the cake was nice, the scenery was nice only he was missing.
he was in the vicinity when i asked him. but then, he took the wrong bus and got a little lost when he realised he was near the jetty, and me, about a few kilometres apart. i was thrilled when mom offered 5 bucks to rent a bike. a saviour alas! hahs. so, i told him to wait while i go pick him up. but the problem is, im such a direction-bodoh person. im afraid of getting lost.
i rode towards the direction dad told me too, and yar it was fucking far lah! i even went as far as forming a mantra through my head. "must go on. must go on. must go on" and i persevered till i reached skate park. i mean. it was too deep in lah. and im scared. i decided on consulting The Map. The Walking Map. MYRA THE GREAT! hahs. i donno why i called her but i knew she'd always answer the phone. Myra The Great told me that i have to go to the left, to the left. and so i did. it was scary okehss. i was so scared that i cried! my eyes was a blur that i couldn't see the bump. and to cut it short, i fell. and it was damn embarassing. everyone has dat "eh knape dgn budak nie" look.
and wat did yours truly do? well, i zoom-ed off lah! and i found that jetty. (thanks to Myra The Great. I love her can?) but i couldn't find him. turned out he was lost... Again. I told him i'd wait there for as long as i can till he found his way. but i guess, luck wasn't on my side. mum told me to go back cos it's getting late. haishh.. and lemme tell u, i cried again.
WHO WOULDN'T?! who wouldn't, when u have the very intention of meeting the person of your dreams everyday for the past two ++ years. who wouldn't, when u have biked all the way from one end to the other end just to meet him. who wouldn't, when u have endured the pain of falling of the bike just to meet him. who wouldn't have cried u tell me.
&& can i add that i even beared the hurt of sprewn profanities from an outright stranger. i was too hurt that i didn't know where i was headed to and hit a lady. im really sorry. but i quickly rode off just so that she wont recognise me. can i add that i returned the bike even when it wasn't time yet? i noe. im a coward. hahs.
but then again, what hurts most is him not being there. i wonder if there ever comes a time where he wants me by his side. i mean while walking back home, noticed how happy kakak is with her guy by her side. how i wish.
nvm, i'll ponder on it no more. Let's leave it to fate.
all i want forchristmas my birthday is You
a random brawl i had with inner-me:
inner-me: You're such a nuisance.
real-me: No, im not!
inner-me: You'll die a spinster.
real-me: who say?! im going to marry him and we'll have 4 kids and ...
inner-me: Ya rite. You'll probably get married to him via e-mail..
real-me: that's unique okehss.
inner-me: and give birth to emoticons.
inner-me: hahs! LOSER! Fuck u butthole
he was in the vicinity when i asked him. but then, he took the wrong bus and got a little lost when he realised he was near the jetty, and me, about a few kilometres apart. i was thrilled when mom offered 5 bucks to rent a bike. a saviour alas! hahs. so, i told him to wait while i go pick him up. but the problem is, im such a direction-bodoh person. im afraid of getting lost.
i rode towards the direction dad told me too, and yar it was fucking far lah! i even went as far as forming a mantra through my head. "must go on. must go on. must go on" and i persevered till i reached skate park. i mean. it was too deep in lah. and im scared. i decided on consulting The Map. The Walking Map. MYRA THE GREAT! hahs. i donno why i called her but i knew she'd always answer the phone. Myra The Great told me that i have to go to the left, to the left. and so i did. it was scary okehss. i was so scared that i cried! my eyes was a blur that i couldn't see the bump. and to cut it short, i fell. and it was damn embarassing. everyone has dat "eh knape dgn budak nie" look.
and wat did yours truly do? well, i zoom-ed off lah! and i found that jetty. (thanks to Myra The Great. I love her can?) but i couldn't find him. turned out he was lost... Again. I told him i'd wait there for as long as i can till he found his way. but i guess, luck wasn't on my side. mum told me to go back cos it's getting late. haishh.. and lemme tell u, i cried again.
WHO WOULDN'T?! who wouldn't, when u have the very intention of meeting the person of your dreams everyday for the past two ++ years. who wouldn't, when u have biked all the way from one end to the other end just to meet him. who wouldn't, when u have endured the pain of falling of the bike just to meet him. who wouldn't have cried u tell me.
&& can i add that i even beared the hurt of sprewn profanities from an outright stranger. i was too hurt that i didn't know where i was headed to and hit a lady. im really sorry. but i quickly rode off just so that she wont recognise me. can i add that i returned the bike even when it wasn't time yet? i noe. im a coward. hahs.
but then again, what hurts most is him not being there. i wonder if there ever comes a time where he wants me by his side. i mean while walking back home, noticed how happy kakak is with her guy by her side. how i wish.
nvm, i'll ponder on it no more. Let's leave it to fate.
all i want for
a random brawl i had with inner-me:
inner-me: You're such a nuisance.
real-me: No, im not!
inner-me: You'll die a spinster.
real-me: who say?! im going to marry him and we'll have 4 kids and ...
inner-me: Ya rite. You'll probably get married to him via e-mail..
real-me: that's unique okehss.
inner-me: and give birth to emoticons.
inner-me: hahs! LOSER! Fuck u butthole
real-me: FUCK urself asshole.
Where art thou o spidey
is not this your lover awaiting your arrival?
but hush! no more.
thou shall lay there till the sun shine brightly, my love
