i'd like to declare myself an epitome of indolence as of today. i can't believe i've been sitting around at home doing practically NOTHING! I spent the whole of my weekends sitting on the sofa with laptop on my lap. Hours were spent with aimless wandering through different blogs and friendster accounts. I NEED A JOB. desperately.
I am going to be broke soon. And i really need more $$$$$$$$$. Got it?? hahah. guess i just have to work with my sister ehs. hmmm. Yah.. I think i will.
Anyway, my grades for this week are out. Well, not all actually. Only 3 out of 5 modules. So far i've got 2 C's and a B. That's a start and i am going to make myself climb up that grades hierachy till i get an A! haha. People are allowed to dream aren't they.
And and, this past few days i've been thinking alot. I've been thinking about HIM in particular. I know I love HIM but does he ?? Nowadays, I just feel oh-so-lonely. I seldom get those sweet sweet messages that he used to send.
Dear boy,
If u're reading this, please know that i miss u much and i really want that old u back. And i also want us to share more time with one another. And and.. oh i better stop it, dammit. Sheesh! But, looking at what u said at my friendster I don't think u feel the same way about me as i feel about u ehs. Im sorie if half of what had happened to us was because of me. Im sorie.
in writing. || 5:57 PM